I don’t really know what to make of anything at the moment. My brain is a jumble and a haze, and the fact that my stomach is hurting and sloshing and my head is light and woozy doesn’t help.
Right now sleep sounds so very appealing, though apparently my relatively good mood yesterday did not help to stave away nightmares.
Man, I feel really sick. I’m a little worried because painful stomach and woozy head are the two symptoms I experienced before the two times I’ve fainted in my life.
Anyway, yea. My head is a huge jumble right now. Everything all tied in knots. One minute I’m worrying, or going back to that feeling of expecting the worst, just in general, the next minute I’m feeling like whatever happens happens and things will be ok. It’s very strange, and confusing. And nobody should read very much into that because these are just words, and they do not adequately or accurately convey the complex neurological pathways of my brain.